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It’s Been A Bit…

Jayson — Fri, 03 Oct 2008 05:44:49 +0000

I appologize. Like anybody cares

Caydance is doing okay. She’s over a pound now. We’re thrilled.
Izzy is okay.
I’m…okay I guess.
Been a little down…but oh well. I got my cast off (my right leg was broken) and got my surgery on my left knee (I did not injure them at the same time, my knee has been fucked for a while). Feels better, thanks Vicodin.

Izzy and I have been married for 1 month and 1 day.

And…that’s it.

Wake Me Up When September Ends

Jayson — Mon, 22 Sep 2008 19:09:23 +0000

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my son has come to pass
seven days has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my mothers come to pass
sixteen years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

Denile Was Better

Jayson — Mon, 22 Sep 2008 19:07:07 +0000

reality sinks in.
nostalgia.
help me.

Caydance Rose De Luca

Jayson — Wed, 17 Sep 2008 13:16:45 +0000

Caydee is currently doing okay. She’s been having breathing problems but they seem to have them under control now. She’s so tiny, weighs only 10 oz. Hasn’t gained, hasn’t lost. She looks like her mommy, so beautiful. I can’t wait to take her home, hold her in my arms. She’s too small to right now. We can’t take pictures of her yet. I don’t know why really. I love her so much. I can’t believe she’s here.

I sound like a robot eh? I’m tired. And hungry.

Gonna go now. Going back to the hospital. Grabbing food on the way.

Tears In Heaven

Jayson — Wed, 17 Sep 2008 12:33:35 +0000

“Tears In Heaven” by Eric Clapton

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don’t belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I’ll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can’t stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

Beyond the door
There’s peace I’m sure.
And I know there’ll be no more…
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don’t belong
Here in heaven

Cause I know I don’t belong
Here in heaven

R.I.P Anthony Lucas De Luca
9/14/08-9/14/08
We love you, son.

Re-Arranged

Jayson — Wed, 17 Sep 2008 04:10:30 +0000

“Re-Arranged” by Limp Bizkit

Just think about it.

Lately I’ve been skeptical
Silent when I would used to speak
Distant from all around me
who witness me fail and become weak
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
id love to be the one to disappoint you when I don’t fall down

but you don’t understand when I’m attempting to explain
because you know it all and I guess things will never change
but you might need my hand when falling in your hole
Your disposition ill remember when I’m letting go of…

you and me we’re through and rearranged

It seems that your not satisfied
there’s too much on your mind
So you leave and I cant believe all the bullshit that I find
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
I’d love to be the one to disappoint you when I don’t fall down

you and me we’re through and rearranged

.. you’re no good for me
Thank God its over
You make believe that nothing is wrong until you’re cryin’
You make believe life is so long until you’re dyin’
You make believe that nothing is wrong until you’re cryin’, cryin’ on me
You make believe that life is so long until you’re dyin’, dyin, dyin’ on me

you think everybody is the same
I don’t think that anybody is like you
You ruin everything and you kept fuckin’ with me until it’s over and I won’t be the same.
you think everybody is the same
I don’t think that anybody is like you
You ruin everything and you kept fuckin’ with me until it’s over and I won’t be the same.

Just think about it. You’ll get it

Mia Rosetta De Luca

Jayson — Mon, 15 Sep 2008 15:13:20 +0000

She did heroin but she was a good person…

I barely know her but I know that…

I barely know her but I love her…

I barely know her but I fucking miss her…

I barely know her but I’ll destroy anyone that talks shit about her…

She did heroin but she was a good person…

She had all good intentions.

She had problems that she couldn’t fix…

I barely know her but I know that…

She did heroin…

but she loved me.

I barely know her but I know that…

(no matter what he says…)

She did heroin…

(but she loved me more than him…)

I barely know her but I know that…

I barely know her but I love her…

I barely know her but I’ll destroy anyone that talks shit about her…

I barely know her but I fucking miss her…